Category: Me

  • …and believe me I am still alive

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    Still here, still working, still good.  Still seeing incremental improvements to my knee.  Just not updating much :) I have been using a cane.  This is both good and bad.  Good in that the cane helps my balance when my knee decides to not support me.  Bad in that it always takes a hand.  You know how you never know how much you use both hands to…

  • Vacation Planning

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    Last August I took a vacation which required a great deal of walking. The opportunity for me to join the man of the house at a convention came up just 2 or 3 weeks before the event, just 5 months after I’d used all the physical therapy my insurance company covers per year so that I could walk.   I was keeping to my PT exercises and walking a…

  • What’s Enough Exercise?

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    This started as a conversation over at Spoonforkfuls’ blog. living400lbs Says: […] One of my recurring issues with injuries is finding the line between working out too much and not working out enough…. spoonfork38 Says: Yeah, it’s that definition of ‘enough’ that gets me almost every time. I mean, enough for what, exactly? living400lbs Says: In my case?   I’m working out enough if I avoid that nice…

  • Questions about being 400lbs?

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    Do you have questions you’ve been thinking of asking?   Ask here.  Some answers may turn into posts of their own, or will be answered here.  =)

  • Day in the Life: Overweight Without My Fat

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    So I did the test “hydrostatic weighing body fat test”, which was also a trip into Fitness World, where fat is an enemy, working out is sacrament, and food is a tool to be used for the great god of Fitness. The tech was friendly and welcoming when I asked if there was an upper limit to what his equipment could handle. I was pleased that his…

  • Ash Wednesday

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    Today always reminds me of the friend who gave up Catholicism for Lent one year.  :)  I grew up born-again, in a church that was a megachurch before megachurches were cool, in a small, fairly fundie denomination.  I was so “low church” I didn’t know what “low church” was.  I was baptized Episcopalian at St Mark’s Cathedral in Seattle when I was 27.  I realize it’s not…

  • Thankful Thursday

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    Heidi‘s gratitude postings got me thinking of posting things I’m grateful, or thankful, for in my life.   So here’s a few: Got myself psyched up and joined a gym, which gives me more options for building up muscles.  Gym salesperson did not push the weight-loss routine.  Monday’s snow was pretty, but didn’t bring Seattle to a halt.  Going for a walk is easy and doesn’t hurt,…

  • Good Thoughts for SJ

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    This morning the independent musician, singer, songwriter, and all-around nifty person  SJ Tucker goes into the hospital to have an ovarian cyst removed. I first heard of ovarian cysts when a friend had one removed that filled a 5-gallon paint bucket. Friend weighed around 330lbs at 5’6″.  For over a year she’d known that something was inside her belly.  But she didn’t want to deal with doctors.…

  • Other People’s Comments

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    My mother was always on the alert in public.  She was fat, after all.  People could see her.  She was braced for their reactions. At Denny’s, nodding at a stylish woman on the other side of the restaurant: “See how that one’s looking superior?   She’s watching me.” At Safeway: “No, we’re not buying Pop Tarts!” (sotto voce) “Everyone’s looking in the basket.” At my aunt’s at Christmas,…

  • …it was a good weekend.

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    Thursday: Terrific dinner with good company.  Then off to join friends for dessert and more good company. Friday: Joined a friend at a women’s spa with various hot tubs, cold pool, saunas, and so on. Saturday: Got my hair highlighted.  Then I dug out a velvet skirt, a satin tank top, and a shawl my grandmother made for a friend’s birthday party. Today: Visited a church this…

  • Medical Records Out My Ears…

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    [One of the occasional series of posts about my typical day.] Or, Annual Physical update the 2nd (and hopefully final :) What I didn’t mention before was that the day of my annual I was near the tail end of my period.  It wasn’t bad enough that we couldn’t do my pap smear (yes, this 400lb 42-year-old woman has a sex life) but it did mean my…

  • Annual Checkup Update: Lab Results

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    [One of the occasional series of posts about my typical day.] During my annual checkup last week, my ARNP said that she would call if the labwork found a problem and that she usually sends an “all clear” note if things are unchanged.  I asked if she could send me the full resuts, and she agreed.   A few days later she’d to let me know that my…

  • Fat folks more likely to be Vitamin D-deficient?

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    I got a phone call from my RNP; my screening tests show no problems, but my vitamin D is still a little low.  She suggested I continue to take a 1000iu Vitamin D tablet a day.   During my checkup RNP also urged me to start taking a multivitamin again.  I have, and it has 400iu of vitamin D too.  So now I’m actually getting 1400 iu of…

  • DayInTheLife: Some weekends feel really short

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    [One of the occasional series of posts about my typical day.] This was one of those weekends.  Laundry, errands, cleaning, laundry.  Oh, and catching up on sleep.  I also finished a couple murder mysteries, played some puzzle pirates, and had some quality time with the man of the house. Yet it seems really short. I think part of it is that I’ve been feeling under the weather. …

  • Tired Blogger is Tired

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    We moved into our new workspace this week. The shiny, newly refurbished space is clean, brightly lit, and rather nice.  We have a new “lounge” space, decks for occasional fresh air, and the new layout is more organized in a lot of ways. …and between the new carpet, new paint, and much brighter overhead lights I’ve had headaches all week. Any weight-related notes?  Um, if I grasp…

  • Fit or Not Fit

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    This came in as a comment to one of the “Day in the life” posts. One movement involves leaning forward; this irritates my lower back so I substitute something else. Jesus! You’re practically crippled by your weight. A normal person would be able to do this easily. It”s enough of a workout to get my heart into the aerobic range If a bit of shuffling around gets…

  • Why This Blog is Anonymous, or On Not Coming Out

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    Recently I told a few more real-life friends about this blog, which caused me to do more thinking about why it’s anonymous. And really?  What it comes down to is this: I don’t want a potential employer’s first hits on my name to be: My family health history How my size affects sex Jock itch Stress incontinence And, yes, that I weigh 400lbs …and so on. Cowardly,…